As long as I'm living my baby you'll be

From the day she placed you in my arms, the moment he said take care of my son.  The moment the judge said "You realize adoption is forever." You became mine. In my heart, in our family.  We took you in and embraced you.. You became brother, you became son, you became grandson, you became nephew.. You became apart of our family.  I never imagined a time when  you would not be apart of our family.  Call it silly call it naive. But I trusted if the court said you were ours. Then you were ours forever.. Over a six year period of time, the courts decided three times that you belonged in our family. You remained in our family for six years.  You were our son, you were apart of our family.  So now after six years.. It is still so hard to believe, when I come across paperwork that says Jared Michael Taylor.  When I see last year's season passes to the waterpark.  When I find stray pieces of your clothes in the laundry.  When I find your bacugans or other toys scattered here and there.. It is hard to accept that you are no longer here.  Because the truth is.. You are not erased from our family because the courts said you are to live with your birthfamily. You will always be apart of our family. You will always be Jolie and Aleeya's brother. You will always be our son. We miss you, We will love you for ever, we'll like you for always as long as your living our baby you'll be.