You're doing fine...So they tell me

You're doing fine.. so they tell me.. But what I want to know is how are you really doing?
I want to how you are coping with your fears, your emotions, your new life.  I want to know if you have lost another tooth. If you have gone swimming, if you have a new bike, if you have met some kids in the neighborhood.  I want to know all those little secrets you used to whisper to me as your mommy.  I miss being there to calm your fears, I miss being there for your sweet hugs and snuggles, I miss watching you swim, hearing you laugh, hearing your constant talking.. We always knew when you were awake... if you were awake at night we could hear you singing, or talking.. and the moment you woke up in the morning you were babbling, singing or making some kind of noise.. The house is so quiet without you. Dinner time is so quiet without you... Life is so quiet without you. Jolie is lost without her constant companion. She misses you so much. We all do. We pray blessings over you and your family.

I love you Forever.
Mommy,

Fillin up your love tank

We had a silly game we played.  While I was filling up the gas tank. You would ask if you could come outside of the car.  I would then pick you up and as the car was getting its gas tank filled we would hug. and we would say glug, glug, glug until your love tank was all filled up.. You especially wanted to play this game on the way home to Texas from Kansas City. Oh how I miss you and wish I could fill your love tank once more. I pray that God is filling up your love tank. That the people around you are filling your love tank.

Love,

Mommy